asterisktrash

Mostly a fan, at the moment I focus particularly on the MCU. More specifically, Captain America/the SamSteveBucky lovefest. Besides them, I also love and would die for the main characters of Thor: Ragnarok, Black Panther, and Spiderman: Homecoming (except Tonky, tbh, and I'm only writing his name that way bc I don't understand this platform yet and don't want his fans to be upset about me not tagging a post properly? I'm sorry I'm very confused).

I don't really consider myself a "creator" so I feel a little bit (and by that I mean very) unsure about what exactly I.../do/ with a dreamwidth (or with any of these fandom social medium, to be honest). I've mostly just lurked in the past, and have gradually been getting the courage to comment, reply, hit kudos, etc. So I'm getting a lot better at that, but I still don't publish anything I make (although the few fanfics I started and never finished are probably better off that way). That said, I have the ultimate respect for people who DO create, and then share with the rest of us on sites like this, tumblr, ao3, etc., which is why I've made such a push for myself to comment and kudos, etc. Some platforms (basically the ones that aren't ao3), I don't really understand completely, and don't understand what a retweet will do versus a fave (especially since i don't have many followers, and don't really know how beneficial my retweets are if 3 people see them? Not in a begging-for-followers way, but in a, "I don't know if this is actually beneficial to the creator" way. But so so so much respect and gratitude for people who publish and share.

So that jumbled wordmess of a paragraph probably very clearly explained why I haven't actually published anything...

Other forms of media I can be found at:
Tumblr: asterisktrash
Twitter: asterisktrash
AO3: bittercasgirl (I have never posted anything, but I try to leave comments and bookmarks for the authors)
Discord: asterisk #7811
Pillowfort: no account yet, but hopefully they will have space soon :)